Dear Loco,

Dear Loco,

Dear Loco, I had the most amazing time. The spot was BEAUTIFUL, the vibes were amazing! There was rest and relaxation, and lots of healing. There were 2 German Shepherds, 1 Great Dane, 1 Dobberman, 1 French Bull dog, 2 Strays, 1 Wild Dog (I’m sure) and 1 Horse. It was the perfect setting, the…

Dear Loco, I feel like I’ve been in a sweat lodge all day, but in my house. I exorcised so much stuff, all while making some steady progress on putting things away. This is a good reminder to myself that “I am fucking amazing and strong and badass”. Seriously, though, how amazing am I? I…

Dear Loco, I lay in bed completely spent today, and Lucha spent the whole day with me and he slept on my chest. 🥹 I think we may have a friendship here. And I made another friend. She was like a cross between a Disney step-mom and a sci-fi monster. I’ve just been begging for…

Dear Loco, I remember Sumedha once asked me “if a seed felt pain when it was germinating”. As the radicle and hypocotyl break open the exterior of the seed, to reach the light and touch the earth, does it hurt? I wonder sometimes why Luna’s one biological imperative has to be such a painful act?…

Dear Loco, I feel like I opened myself to what I was really scared of. I just opened my heart, and it freed me. I was so scared before, but now I feel like I’m okay. Tracing an old pattern, drawing lines from where I am to where I wanna be.

Dear Loco, If I could, I’d cry once moreIf I could waterfallWarm and clear, crystal blueI’d shower you, I’d shower youIf I could, if I could I’d bathe youRid you of the burdens and you’d be free once moreI’d save youRid you of the curses that plagued youGive you all the praises, then bring you…

Dear Loco, I’ve danced with Lucha, I’ve told him stories about you. I’ve listened to music I haven’t in a long time. I’ve eaten delicious food and watched a movie by myself. Rented one just for me. I’ve sang. I’ve cleaned. Really achieved something I was sure I couldn’t, just based of corrupted data and…

Dear Loco, This was me this whole weekend. When, I’d much rather be like this: Fin.

Dear Loco, I’ve been feeling lately like the cycle just endlessly repeats itself. You do have the choice to do something differently, and then you tell yourself stories that you’re in fact doing it differently but in spirit you’re doing just the same thing.